Update 1

It has been nearly 4 years since I wrote on this blog. I kind of let it fade away and looked back at it as a thing from the past. But I realized today I really miss writing and it's way of expressing things I can't speak.Since this time last year, March 2020, so much has happened. Aside from the crazy world events, in my personal life I feel there has been so much change. Physically speaking and in my heart. I know it's all good, for God is sovereign over all. But I've learned that grieving is part of the process, as long as we don't stay...

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Wilderness Survival

Montana Wilderness School of the Bible doesn't take it's name lightly. We are located way out in the Bob Marshal Wilderness. Our third week of  "class" was spend outdoors, everything to live off of for 6 days packed on our backs, and in the wild. Here is my journal of what everyday for my crew looked like... (for your own enjoyment, in your nice, warm and dry homes) The night before leaving: utter chaos          Day...

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float

Okay, let's do this Turn it up so I can feel it Turn it up so I can be near it Baby says she's got that feeling Moonwalking on the ceiling It's alright It's alright Turn it up so I can feel it Loud enough so I can get near it Baby's in that slow emotion Moonwalking on the ocean It's how we float, yeah Feet ain't even touching ground It's how we float, yeah Flying at the speed of sound I'm in orbit like a jet pilot Ain't...

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4.10.2016

Today I went to a park with a new friend from work. And made three new friends. We had such a great time outdoors enjoy sunshine, laughter and rest. Jesus is so good, so good. I'm learning to let go of so many expectations I put on myself and just live the life of whatever he brings. Life may turn out differently then what we had imagined when we were young. But if our hearts are in the right place, no matter what, it'll be good. So enjoy...

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3.11.2016

The moments, days, weeks, months, life screams by me and I stand with a loss of words to write down. I'm always searching for ways to express my soul, grasping at quotes and lyrics and scriptures that glimpse of ways He whispers daily to me. It often blurs together and I look back and... it's already March? When did that happen? Life as an adult is an interesting thing. It's full of surprises, but somehow I don't mind at all. I love the gifts that...

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2016

It's so hard to believe it's already a new year once again. Crazy how time flies. Some of my "New Years resolutions" would be...Blog more. (I think I only posted two times on the blog this year.)Photograph more. Exercise more. Enjoy anything and everything that God brings into life this year. Get to know Jesus more. &nb...

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Steady as it goes

Steady as it goes. This phrase popped into my head and keeps going round and round. Like it wants me to notice it, grasp it. I couldn't help but search it out. Steady. What does this mean... I don't know. But I think Jesus is teaching it to my heart a little at a time. I looked up the definition of "steady". The meanings surprised me, at how clearly it is described. -- Firmly fixed, supported, or balanced; not shaking or moving. Firmly fixed, on...

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Change, life, and my brain unwinding

So much in life has been changing. The past year has been full of change. From one thing to the next. Some change is harder than other, while some is gladly welcomed. Sometimes change means growing, though the goodbyes involved can be hard. Learning to accept. Therein lies the peace. "In acceptance lieth peace." I'm a pretty slow learner of this.  But grateful for a Father who is full of grace. But accepting what? Change?...

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Let The Light In

Let the springtime enter, oh soul Like the dawn of a brand new day Let it wash away the winter of thy cold and darkened heart Let the sun melt the sorrow of yesterday Give thyself anew to thy Creator Start afresh and turn the next page Stop going over what has already been done Learn thy lesson, child and move on Open up thy heart,  and do not hide from the sun any more Treasure each moment you've been given The...

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the year of 2014

What a year, 2014! What a year. I feel I stepped out of a whirlwind, and whoosh! The year is gone! But when I look back on it, I can see the Lord's guiding hand through it all. It was a good year. I learned His faithfulness; that when we don't see how a situation can work for good, He always comes through. I learned to trust Him a little bit more;  when the way is dark, He carries His own. We have no need for fear! It is good to go...

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