This is what I desire.....

"I urge upon you communion with Christ; a growing communion.
There are curtains to be drawn aside in Christ
that we never saw, and new foldings of love in him.

I despair that I shall ever win to the far
end of that love, there are so many aspects to it.

Therefore dig deep, and sweat and labor and take pains
for him, and set by as much time in the day
for him as you can.

We will be won in the labor."
-Samuel Rutherford